I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's gotta give
A share in this relationship gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight
someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it , show it
Then there's times you look at me
As thought I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it , know it

Don't make me promises baby you never did
know how to keep them well
I had the rest of you now I want the best
of you it's time to show and tell

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
Nowhere inside for me in your life

Cuz I want it all
Or Nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never
Is it all
Or Nothing at all
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

all or nothing by o-town, i like this song....anyone gg bsb's concert?? i want to go but no money!

testimonials

got my testimonials today.....the tense got mistakes!! we realised tat it was written as 'she was a .......' sound like we are not around anymore hahaz ok nvm as long as the meaning is there....i think the testimonial is cool man hahaz....mrs and bought us a handphone keychain....so sweet of her...she always buy us cute cute things and yet we let her down by not gg for grad....but we still love u!! (i said it yeah!!)

went to watch harry potter wif fil, yj, iris, nina and carissa....acty i almost cried yah almost when cedric died....it's so sad...if not for yijun scream later on i'll be quite depressed after the movie....she suddenly go 'eeeeeeee'.....we were puzzled hahaz....why cedric die?? he's so shuai....viktor should be the one oppz hahaz juz kidding :)

went for lunch den went shopping.....argh we ate fried mars bar!!! i know it's sinful but it is a must try! how to describe ar...hmm it's nice la go eat hahaz at far east.....yummy yummy....still got ice cream to go with....my advice, since it's already v fattening so juz go with chocolate ice cream which means a lot of chocolate, make not much different....

jay's 'fa ru xue' reminds mi of jolin's 'du zhang sheng hua' hahaz dunno why.....

PacKiNg

i finished packing my room!! it looks so much neater!! how come i always never run out of things to throw....think i got too much rubbish in my room.....but now realli look cleaner and more suitable to live in hahahaz

aftet one and a half hour of packing, i found the class photos hahaz....it was under my econs textbook arrrr......so i decided to decorate it and this is my half complete job

i dunno wut to do for the top where i want to write cg 26/04.....cant think of wut to do so i shall go see art attack hahaz my favourite website....nice?? think my mickey butt a bit too big hahahaz nvm cos i dun care...though i know i cant draw v well but i juz want to draw bleahhhh dun care dun care....ok i am crazy

shall go and vacuum floor....

mAhJoNg

woohoo went iris's house today!! mi and filina supposed to be late and we end up quite early....sighz oso dun understand why hahaz...

finally bought jay's cd yeah!! ate at cartel....woah now my cheek still v tired hahahaz kiddingz...and i bought 2 skirts arghhhh it's cheap...den if i dun buy like letting myself down....it's only $9.10 per pair arrrrrr hahahaz i go chirping again!! from surfbay leh not ulu ulu brand hahaz....so muz buy right hahaz....

den we finally reach iris's house to play mahjong!!too bad we never involve money.....cos i was winning argh....nvm hahaz mine is quantity winnings and not quality hahahaz....mi, iris, filina and yijun played a couple of rounds....hahaz and i think yijun is senile hahaz...she was waiting for tile tat will nv appear cos all come out already and she still happily waiting and still want to scold the person holding on to tat tile....alamak....

when mi mi came, we started to play uno dunno wut....the one tat got timer one.....acty it's nt v exciting cos the impact not huge but we make it so adventurous and was screaming hahahaz ok i admit it's mi....hahaz i'm always the one v high when it comes to game....dai dee i oso can play until v exciting...want to play games can come find mi....cos it will nv be boring hahahaz....i'm so entertaining haaz

after tat we play cluedo....first time playing....din win hahaz....only played twice.....den we wanted to play the shooting game but too bad no batteries....so we play monopoly....mimi's the winner and i'm the second so i am the oligopoly!! it's funny to see yijun play hahaz cos when we already on our third and fourth round, she still havent complete her first round cos she kept going to the jail....and when she finally go to the second round, she kept gg into other pple property hahahaz poor thing ar but so funny....anyway she's oso the first one who went bankrupt hahaz....

ok i shall meditate at home tomolo :P

WeDDiNg

hmm came back from a wedding dinner....was quite bored throughout the whole thing....cos u know got generation gap....i cant bridge the gap leh cos not here not there....anyway my grandaunt kept mi entertain abt my future wedding hahahaz abt how generous i muz be to treat her at least one bottle of XO.....she's scary man hhahaz drink all sorts of drink....beer, red wine and tea all come together hahaz.....so cool

beside tat, the host kept mi real entertained haha he v corny hahaz and his jokes very funny and corny too....cant help but to laugh hahhaz...example ar....i quote from him one ar "XXX hotel will be giving a gift to the person who manage to catch the cork, not his cock ar, but the cork"...den i was like hahhahaz how to catch....i got the joke and thank god he din translate it to mandarin hahaz...he is funny man...nv see such a lively host before hahaz...when taking photos, he take out money to let us smile...hohoz...funny siaz....i reserve him for my wedding hahahaz (if got any)

the bride and bridegroom performed a tango....not v entertaining but it's quite a new idea...so my cousin is the bride hahahaz....the bestman speech makes mi want to sleep....sound like he's the one getting married...din really enjoy the dinner hahaz...cos the service is like

oh yes i muz announce tat i am 18 and i've graduated from jc already.....STOP asking my parents i still in sec sch ar? arghhh......every chinese new year everyone will think tat i still in sec sch....yes though i'm supposed to be the youngest in both family lines....but hey i'm growing!! somemore i not v tiny and petite leh...i'm huge and quite tall hahaz they tot i dun grow old....sighz...my aunt came over and ask mi mama 'she in sec sch ar' den i gave the 'sighz' look and i told her 'i graduated from jc liaoz' and my relatives all laugh at my expression...maybe i should accept my fate...it's better to look young den someone calling me auntie....

was taking my cousin's new car....quite cool ar.....but a bit worrying cos he only started driving for 2 months....hmm but got his papa and my papa to guide him...so quite ok.....

tml mahjong session and i gg to get jay's cd .... i dun care hahaz who cares anyway....

ShOpPiNg!

shopping shopping and shopping woohoo~~ it's realli nice to go shopping with mothers hahahaz cos u not need to pay woohoo~~~ i bought a pink pants! woah woah it's pink!! hahaz i like it yeah!! and i bought a white cropped jacket for tomolo dinner woohoo~~ i quite reserved already hahaz only buy two items hahaz....

i tot life after 'A's will be bored but i'm quite busy hahaz considering my whole of nxt week is fully booked by my frens woohoo~~ isnt life exciting hahaz ok i'm realli v happy!!

argh mi and my cousins have the sentiments.....tat chicken little look like my father hahahahaz....seriously......i finally found someone who look like my papa and tat is chicken little!!

chicken little rox!! oh yes dear mei qi, since i help u do a research on mediterranean food, maybe u can buy a chicken little toy for mi!! hahaz maa yee ya hee maa yee ya huu ma yee ya hoo

LiBeRaTiOn

woah i'm proud of myself to sit through the chem 's' paper hahaz without knowing wut to do hohohoz.....after i finish two questions on organic chem...i already feel like gg home....cos i dunno how to do the rest....it's much worse than prelims where i can crap some out....argh nvm i'm sure i'll get a U.....since i support ch u sighhhzz

finally over!! acty got not much of a feeling.....it's juz over hahaz...maybe i've already started to slack million years ago hohoz....shouldnt have....

went parkway with my mother....and i buy a no. of stuff!! so happy.....anyway i use my own money...i feel a pain....nvm i'll earn it back as a dishwasher as mean mean (min min) want mi to be :(

monday go underground gambling session hosted by iris!! (go arrest her!!) hahaz no la it's juz a exchange session hahahaz......dun worry....it's legal (i hope)

wedding dinner on sunday....muz get prepared.....though i'm not the one getting married...to my own dismay hahahaz....nvm i believe mi and sang woo oppa will have a happy ending woohoo~~

i want to buy chicken little stuff toy!! but my papa say i should go buy myself....... :(

ChIcKeN LiTtLe

i want to express my love to chicken little....hahahahaz he's so cute!! so adorable!! i want to buy the stuff toy!!! it's ok if i dun watch the show cos i think this chicken is so so so cute!!

bio mcq today...to mi is like last paper hahaz but dun have tat v happy feeling...maybe i should go study now....

mayeeyahee mayeeyahuu

mY sOuL GuArDiAn

A faerie watches over you. You are charming and
cunning. You have a way with people that you
can lead them and they will follow. You're
active and ambitious. You're smart and
outgoing. You're faerie is always by your
side. Whether or not you may always see it,
your faerie is always there, keeping an eye on
you and protecting you. You're faerie is like
your conscious. It will always lead you down
the right path.

Who is your soul guardian?
brought to you by

cOuGh

oh no...i'm sick again...argh i got a flu...but it's better consider i took a 4 hours nap yesterday and had a 9 hour sleep yesterday night...now only got cough....through this incident, i realised i got drug allergy again!! argh....shit i think i got a number of drug allergies....my eyes will go swollen and puffy......no wonder the flu tablet got no effect on mi, it makes mi worse...but now it's ok...i'm as strong as a cow hahaz....wanted to go bugis with my mama but it's raining! *rain go rain, it's raining* hahaz extracted from rain's song.....

there's so much things i want to do after 'A's and now it's realli coming arghhhhhhh how exciting....let mi see...i'll buy lotsa things.....and i want to read!! tat time at mph i resist myself from buying a book called 'the village' i think....cos it looks so interesting...i dun care i gg to buy tat....i want to watch 'love at harvard' the korean drama....i'll go rent it hohohoz...i saw kwon sang woo's new image in his movie which should be screened next year......argh i was like.......WHY MAKE HIM LIDDAT!! argh he dun look as shuai as he does....he juz look funny....but nvm i still love him hohohoz oh yes i want to buy jay's cd hahaz havent buy yet....cant believe it

and i want to go KL! with my frens!! i got a lot of things to do! but dunno where to start sighz

BiRtH dATE

Your Birthdate: June 12

You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame. You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them. Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing. You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship. Your strength: Your charm Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics Your power color: Indigo Your power symbol: Four leaf clover Your power month: December

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

buSy

weekday from 5 to 8 i'm very busy hahaz...cos i have to stick onto the television literally....5 will be 100% entertainment....where i can see my xiao zhu!! woohoo~~ den from 6 i muz watch my kwon sang woo drama woohoo~~ he's so adorable....den from 7 i muz watch 'prince turn into frog' argh i think dang ou is cute and so is da wei hahaha!!

min min, u should stop fantasizing urself as mrs dang ou...hahaz u are too engrossed into the character...but i am indeed mrs kwon ok? hahaz i've already told my mother tat i gg korea hohoz and somemore i show u my wedding invitation card liaoz right?? hahaz so i'm not joking hohoz

anyway went to have ice cream after paper....and we decided to go kl for a shopping spree this december woohoo~~ hope our plan can be carried out smoothly woohoo~~

maybe i shall go for singapore idol audition hahaz since my frens are so supportive of mi (ya rite, they say i muz pay them to paint banner)...but i dun like to queue so maybe my frens can queue for mi? hahaz kiddingz la i dun haf the courage, i'm shy :)

yeah rite after my 'a's is my cousin wedding....i still dunno who is the one getting married hahaz...is those distant cousin but is ok...i juz love wedding dinner den i can feast hohohoz...

wah my pri sch classmate ah niece is taking medicine in us i think....she was telling about dissection of body argh....i dun have the courage to dissect a body....and she say it's like plastic hard hard one...argh...i'm not tat brave afterall....i only dare to dissect plants....hahaz ok i need some mental preparation before i got the courage to dissect body...i hope i wun haf tat chance hahaz...

study bio tomolo....option topic! argh i luv bio i luv bio i luv bio i realli luv bio yes i luv bio!!

JaY

i havent bought jay cd yet shucks...i will buy...i was watching his song 'shan hu hai' mv....and the mv lead actor was fang wen shan hahahaz...why cant i see xiao zhu mv.........hmmp....it's like cut here cut there argh!!

study

Because of you

Because of You - Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

eCoNs

joke of the day: june's papa ask june wut examination she got today...june answered 'econs' papa say 'why not ntuc?' ~i say brrrrrr it's cold in here there muz be some papa in the atmosphere~

speaking of econs....wut we spotted came out but still i dunno how to answer cos the questions are weird....i'm glad tat i gave up on econs at 12 noon today :) while we were writing our names before the paper, the invigilator walk past mi.....den i find him v v v familiar but i dunno who is he....den i flipped open the paper and saw 'malaysia' den i realised YES! he look like dr mahathir! yeah he resembles him!! and nina they all tot so too hahaz....we got a political star as invigilator cool! hohoz

while doing the case study paper....they guy beside mi went 'SHIT!' i was shocked cos it was quite loud....and he tilted to one side.....and i'm shocked again...cos he really tilted 180 degree and face my direction...scare mi...he tilted a bit too much... maybe i should say 'EGEST!' hahaz sound more scientific and nice hor....

watching star idol...saw jac....i think the camera makes her look rounder cos i dun remember seeing her face tat round...hmm din expect her to take part cos i tot sk will make a perfect candidate hahahaz go sk!! remember i'm ur director for ur famous movie ar.....my last movie was 'the secret of the royal family' hahaz remember sk??? my plot was exciting man!! as for the two first movie, i shall not mention hahaz

sk say 'xiao clan reunion'. as the elder of the xiao clan....i'm asking all xiao family members to unite as we conquer a new peak call the......THE PEAK! ok i'm getting cranky again....

pUnCh

for once, i feel like punching tat stupid invigilator for chem paper....he's super irritating...i've lost count of how many times i rolled my eyes at him....and cant he juz sit through the examination quietly instead of keep crushing his paper and play bball with tat....i hope i wun see him again...

huiqi oso have the same complaint as mi and fil....so it's not our problem but he's the one who got serious problem....

econs...gone with the wind woohoo~~where are the questions i spot?? in case study and drq maybe.....shall continue chionging for econs paper 2 and 3.....and i nv touch it again!

sLaCk

i slack the whole of today after gp exam....argh....nvm resting is for mi to embark on a longer journey hahaz....understand??

went to have lunch with fil, yj, iris, mimi and min min at bk...hahaz as usual it end up as a crapping session hahaz laughing non stop...we were toking about bomb shelter this time hahaz...cos hdb now got bomb shelter and we discussing abt the use of it....they say in case of bombing den the bomb shelter is like can withstand the impact better....the problem is how we escape from the bomb shelter ar? hahaz cos if everything collapse den how u gg get down from above...so funny...i know maybe got the fire engines to rescue us...i think i saw from the news tat now got build bomb shelter with stairs...cool!! can escape....

we went library and entertained ourselves with the videos hahaz...cannot say the content hahaz *censored*.....went to cash converter...haha i din know shaq oneal, my ex bball idol can sing hahaz, he acty got an album!! oh gosh! after that went watsons and realised care bear got cousins who are monkeys and got baby care bear with receding hairline hohoz...so amazing..

i shall start studying for econs tomolo! i can do it!!

'A'

'A's are finally here.....finally finish taking all the maths paper.....all i want to say is.....WTH!? hahaz this year maths paper is definitely harder than last year lo....i'm v certain...ARGH....the questions quite confusing le...it's confusing ya confusing....

the chem paper haha...i think the biochem section makes mi laugh...and tat organic chem deductive question woohoo~~only managed to deduce one cpd but think it's wrong hahaz oppz...

bio hahaha wonderful man....all those i prepared for essay come out for structured woohoo~~i almost fainted but managed to sit thru it haz

better dun think too much....
tml gp....gonna get prepared!!

StAiRwAyS tO hEaVeN

okay i cant stand the tension of suspense so i've rented the stairways to heaven last 2 vcd last night...get it done and over with...so mi and mother spend last night watching it....

hmm normally i would juz go and buy the whole set of vcd but i've decided tat i dun wan to waste money cos this type of show i most prob watched it once...and muz watch it stupidly somemore hahaz...cos there's quite a few illogical scenrios but when u watched it stupidly, u'll think it's very nice hahaz...

the ending was sad but not too sad enough to let mi cry....hmm i tot it was really heartbreaking to see my kwon sang woo cry...the way he cries argh makes mi want to cry too cos u can feel the ache....he's superb!! i love him!!! but i tot he cried too much but nvm i like hahaz...

resume studying....'a' is realli near....quite happy acty, juz want it to be over soon

lightning

recently got lot sa lightning....i cant help but to relate it to the plot of 'war of the worlds'....it started with thunderstorm too....and somewhere near my house, there's cracks on the roads hahaz such a coincidence.....maybe there are really some aliens hiding underneath the roads waiting to be activated by the lightning....argh aliens!! i think i'm being too imaginative....

stress stress....i juz wish the exam will be over soon!!! i cant stand the process argh juz give mi the paper!!! anyway how nice of ch u to screen my kwon sang woo show on 6 o'clock....why muz they screen all the shows i like now arghhhhh always liddat....

i read a magazine, there's a sequel to 'saw' called 'saw 2' hahaz maybe we can all go watch tat gruesome show but now got 8 pple are suppossed to kill each other to survive hahaz...we watched tat while at mimi's house making waffles earlier this year...it's gruesome yucks...