tears

如果你信命，所有的偶然都是注定。
如果你不信，所有的注定都是偶然。

Re-watched Windstruck and came across X Japan's "Tears". The song plus the show never fail to bring tears to my eyes. Will X Japan ever comes to Singapore??!!

love yoshiki and toshi!

doko ni yukebaii anata to hanarete
ima wa sugisatta toki ni toikakete
nagasugita yoru ni tabidachi wo yume mita
ikoku no sora mitsumete kodoku wo dakishimeta
nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

LONELINESS YOUR SILENT WHISPER
FILLS A RIVER OF TEARS
THROUGH THE NIGHT
MEMORY YOU NEVER LET ME CRY
AND YOU, YOU NEVER SAID GOOD-BYE
SOMETIMES OUR TEARS BLINDED THE LOVE
WE LOST OUR DREAMS ALONG THE WAY
BUT I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D TRADE YOUR SOUL TO THE FATES
NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D LEAVE ME ALONE

TIME THROUGH THE RAIN HAS SET ME FREE
SANDS OF TIME WILL KEEP YOUR MEMORY
LOVE EVERLASTING FADES AWAY
ALIVE WITHIN YOUR BEATLESS HEART
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai kanashimi wo aoi bara ni kaete
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata wo toiki wo kanjite
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

If you could have told me everything
You would have found what love is
If you could have told me what was on your mind
I would have shown you the way
Someday I'm gonna be older than you
I've never thought beyond that time
I've never imagined the pictures of that life
For now I will try to live for you and for me
I will try to live with love, with dreams,
and forever with tears

Bye my MP3

Goodbye my dearest mp3 player, Zen. Thanks for your companion for these good 4 years. Calmed me down when i was nervous, played my favourite songs when i was bored, stayed by my side during the long long journey to school and provided me with the best disguise while eavesdropping. I will miss you!

Argh dont think i'm sourcing for a new mp3 player, handphone should be able to do the work!

I feel sad about the impending start of my career life.

Orh I watched a bit of "wo yao chang xia qu". The 50 thousands song was hua hu die by Jolin and he cant even sing a line?! ok it was difficult song anyway hahaz

I like this song from jolin's latest album.

窗外天亮了房裡還是有點黑一整夜
闔著雙眼失眠有點累
轉過身我擁抱著雙人床孤單的棉被
清晨這一刻誰陪你喝咖啡
愛情璀璨後粉碎像流星滑過後下墜
你說我們是同類你缺少的我無法給
你把愛作廢藉口多刺耳迂迴There’s nothing left to say
你沉默流淚是不是無言以對There's nothing left to say
就算心碎就算崩潰就算難過那麽深邃
別給我安慰那只是美麗的虛僞There's nothing left to say
To say Hey yeah There's nothing left to say To say
Hey yeah There's nothing left to say
談錯對比是非究竟還是無路可退
說不恨你那是自己口是心非
無所謂無所謂回憶卻像隻貼身鬼魅無處躲多狼狽

one of my favourite song by sun yan zi was 我不难过。
at the starting of the song, there's like a prologue saying
"从前从前有一个毛毛虫跟蒲公英的故事"
my beloved fren (whom i shall not name) asked me what actually is 蒲公英. she said she thought 蒲公英 was a rooster. LOL i cant stop laughing la! so it became like the story of a caterpillar and rooster?? and the rooster ate the caterpillar!?? lol!!

anyway i like this lyrics a lot so let mi share a bit.
蒲公英 is actually dandelion and not ROOSTER! my goodness gracious lol


ok allow me to continue the rest of my blog in chinese about the 毛毛虫跟蒲公英的故事!
从前从前， 毛毛虫和蒲公英深爱着对方。
有一天， 毛毛虫要离开了。
他要蜕变成蝴蝶。
毛毛虫离开前，承诺蒲公英说他一定会回来。
毛毛虫离开后，寂寞的蒲公英因为被微风的温柔感动，
最终随风而离去。
当毛毛虫蜕变成蝴蝶回来时，蒲公英已经不在了。
so basically the song is pretty much based on this story, quite sad and emotional ya.

My Make-up Routine

Yes! This will be my very first make-up post wahahaz...ok I am not michelle phan and neither am i fuzkittie hahaz so it just means i am not a professional! My make-up routine is pretty simple and fuss-free. Nothing fascinating haha still i feel like sharing lol! ok so today's make up post will be school make up i used to wear! i mean for uni and poly la not for pri/sec sch =.=

1. Apply foundation or BB cream
ok, the current BB cream i'm using now is endorsed by jolin!!! it's skin 79 BB cream in hot pink. This BB cream is pretty sheer, more of a tinted moisturizer. And because of this the coverage is not as good. If you want to go for more coverage and try Etude House Mineral BB cream. The texture wise is slightly not as smooth but will provide a good coverage. I tried using fancl liquid foundation too and it was good! Just that I'm sort of into BB cream now :)

2. Apply concealer
Concealer i'm using is from skinfood rice liquid concealer. So basically i use concealer to conceal blemishes, dark eye circles and also at the corner of my nose wings and side of lips. This actually help to reduce the redness ard the nose and lip area.

3. Apply loose powder
Using Fancl loose powder! i sort of like it because it's fine and smooth!

4. Apply Highlighting powder
Hmm highlighting powder is like a pearly luminous kind of powder which i normally will brush under my eyes, at the t zone area. By applying at the t zone area, it can illuminate your nose bridge, making it sharper *hehe* important to note that you dont brush on too much of it! the highlighting powder i'm using comes from fancl!

5. Apply Blusher
Well put on the blusher!! yea i'm using fancl blusher too! normally i brush it in circular motion at the, i call it, apple of the cheek. Dun put on too much of a blusher! and now, what i normally do is to just brush my face with a little bit of blusher! so it will look more radiant and natural hehe.

6. Apply eyeliner
using the mac liquidblast eyeliner which by far is the best for me! i think i wear it to swim, also wun drop off lo haha! this take some skills to apply and i just apply a layer near my lash bone. ande depending on my mood i see how thick i will draw it!

YUP! that's is pretty much of my school make up routin! i dun draw eyebrows cos i find it weird to haf my eyebrows drawn and also i got fringe to cover! I only apply mascara and eye shadow when i got more time to spare or when i am going out! i'm also not a very lipstick kind of person so at most i will apply lip gloss which i seldom too. i think lip moisturizer shld be able to do the work! so my make up routine is as easy as abc!

Photoshoot

Okay, I shouldnt neglect my blog like that! I will keep it going strong!!

*Warning: This blog will be filled with pictures especially of me and filina lol*

After nus commencement, my dear friends and i had decided to take outdoor shoots! First photoshoot was with my beloved JC classmates, iris, yijun, min min and filina! We went to areas like clarke quay, fullerton, victoria concert hall, merlion, esplanade and were pretty much treated as the Singapore's next best tourist attractions. I think the tourists were amazed by us and we were amazed by ourselves too! I concluded that photoshoots are very tiring!! We were pretty much drained after the photoshoot so we had a good dinner at esplanade and viewed the spendid fireworks display! (there goes the tax payers money!)

At the bridge near Fullerton! We took the photos using timer! Poor iris had to run here and there! Mortar board made us looked weird and round! hahaz


This is a pretty fake pose hahaz in an attempt to throw our mortar boards. of course la! Dun want it to end up in the big drain! i mean singapore river.



In front of the white Sir Stamford Raffles statue!!


one nice jump at VCH, after countless of failed attempts. We were all tired after this jumpshot.


Nearing esplanade!


After countless of synchronization, we finally got all out mortar board high up and nice up in the air!! *applause*


FINALLY! It's OVER!!!



Fireworks Display!!!

The following week, went for another photoshoot with my seconday school classmates, filina, guan ying, hui qi, yuan fang and pei zhi! We engaged some professional help from peizhi's fren, eugene who took real nice photo with a real gd camera! Attempted to take pictures inside of tkgs but the school was closed!! so disappointing! So we decided to take pictures outside tkgs and at kallang river!


outside the main gate of tkgs! with our very own tkgian doll!


the science students shot :D


So near yet so far!!!


Attempting to throw mortar board and tk doll...


the sky looked so pretty! I love how the tk doll ends up in the air!! so obscene! haha but pretty much wat a tkgian will do lol!



proceeded to tanjong rhu area! Orhhhhhhhhhhhhhh we looked so demure and resolute! like every tkgian.....so sweeet!


and guess what we did after the shot? Air our armpit!! hahaha!! the weather was so hot man!! i'm sure my skin tone darken by 2 shades on the Garnier Scale *lol*



i love the photos that we took at the grass patch!! it was really pricky and itchy but we had a lot of fun like little children!!

and.........where did the stadium kfc shift their free flow soft drink dispenser to??!? we had no choice but to walk over to macdonald in search of the lost soft drink dispenser! lol!

Well had great fun during the 2 photoshoots! though it was really tiring but it was, no doubt, enjoyable. :)

Anyway..........watch out for my next post man! i'm trying to get some viewerships back! lol!